Tuesday 21 April 2009

Love


In my teens, like every girl,I too dreamed of love. Maybe influenced by those childhood fairy tales, my vision of my lover used to be riding a horse, in shining armour; a knight in shining armour from the U.S.My mother always told me how lucky I would be if I get a husband settled in the "U.S." So I dreamt of a life in a land far away from home; and not just a life, i dreamt of freedom and love in a unknown land...

Saturday 23 February 2008

Acceptance




I started to know myself when I knew that I was growing big, while everyone around negated it.Being the second among three children and the only girl,I had settled with being a loner.
Those times were quite different.I scarcely ever had a decent conversation with my father.If ever I spoke within the house, it used to be small whispers with my mother or sighs of accepting defeat.
I was moulded into an epitome of patience, sacrifice and obedience.
Everyone spent about a decade convincing me that I had grown too big to be like a kid; but when I realized that i had indeed grown up, there were no takers.


However my overt acceptance, satisfied everyone but me...

Saturday 16 February 2008

Memoir


I am a free wife. You wonder how? Human life is extremely complicated and in some ways it is as easy at it can be.


Now as I am free, I look back and jot down the memoirs of my bonded life..


But even as I take this step to mark my freedom, i cannot help but brood ..


Am i actually Free or am I still bound???